"The coyotes play on the beach at night.
I know this because I walked out there early this morning. My footprints were the first human ones on the sandy path that was swept clean in the night. They were not the first prints, though.
I was way down the path, taking in the beauty of the marsh’s pale greens, browns, and yellows and almost to the beach when I noticed the small prints that I have seen there many times before.
I used to think they were cat prints – as in bobcat. But I asked the ranger at the state park. “Look closely,” he instructed. “If the claws are out, it is a coyote. Cats pull their claws in when they walk.”
The claws were definitely out. Coyote.
I stood up then and surveyed the marsh, wondering. “Was he still there? Was he watching me? Coyotes don’t attack humans,” I thought. “But would they if in a group?”
These are the kind of thoughts I sometimes have when I am in wilderness by myself.
I continued on the path, following the coyote’s tracks, over the last rise of dune to that beautiful beach. It was low tide. The fog was thick.
On the beach, I walked the long stretch of sand that is passable only when the ocean is pulled out. Near water’s edge, there were fresh tracks -- one small and one from an animal whose weight pressed deep into the sand. Round and round the tracks went as if a mother and pup had been playing in the night.
Continuing on, I pondered the Scripture of the week, my monthly sermon preparation. At the north end of the beach, a pattern for worship had emerged.
My work complete, my mind quiet, I headed to the bench at Franklin Point for my morning sit. There again were the small coyote’s tracks.
I followed them past the bench to the edge of the point where rock meets wild sea. Sitting, watching waves and birds, I could almost feel him behind me. Once I even turned to look for the wild coyote whose tracks I had been following all morning, wondering, “Does he also follow me?"
Friday, June 26, 2015
Friday, February 27, 2015
The Great Discipline
"And the great discipline, remembering to drive the road into that disappearing gleam
and not lost sight of the beckoning interior horizon." From "Star" by David Whyte
The wind was wild at the coast last night, cracking the canvas walls of my tent against the wood frame, making it difficult to sleep straight through. Dreams came and went, as did my dim fears, the kind my mind rehearses in the night. "Would a branch on the tree above come crashing down onto the tent?" Every time I woke, I just as easily went back to sleep.
Stepping outside in the morning, I realized that the wind sounded much worse than it was. I pulled on my warm clothes, made a cup of coffee, and headed down the familiar trail past the eucalyptus grove, to the beach.
I climbed the first rise of dunes. The morning light in the grey sky was lighting up the marsh.
And then I was walking again. My mind rehearsed a talk I have to give next week. Until I came to the last rise just before the beach. A stunning rainbow stretched from end to end of the ocean. I sat down.
Then I turned and began to walk toward the point where a single bench faces the wild sea. A giant elephant seal was making its way toward the water. He hadn't seen me so I paused, allowing him his morning peace.
On the bench, I hunkered down into my green fleece and stared at the turbulent ocean. The wind was strong. Above me seagulls were floating on it. Pelicans hovered over the ocean and then dove. Two dolphins briefly surfaced. An elephant seal came up for air.
This is why I honor the great discipline of sabbath.
and not lost sight of the beckoning interior horizon." From "Star" by David Whyte
The wind was wild at the coast last night, cracking the canvas walls of my tent against the wood frame, making it difficult to sleep straight through. Dreams came and went, as did my dim fears, the kind my mind rehearses in the night. "Would a branch on the tree above come crashing down onto the tent?" Every time I woke, I just as easily went back to sleep.
Stepping outside in the morning, I realized that the wind sounded much worse than it was. I pulled on my warm clothes, made a cup of coffee, and headed down the familiar trail past the eucalyptus grove, to the beach.
I climbed the first rise of dunes. The morning light in the grey sky was lighting up the marsh.
And then I was walking again. My mind rehearsed a talk I have to give next week. Until I came to the last rise just before the beach. A stunning rainbow stretched from end to end of the ocean. I sat down.
Then I turned and began to walk toward the point where a single bench faces the wild sea. A giant elephant seal was making its way toward the water. He hadn't seen me so I paused, allowing him his morning peace.
On the bench, I hunkered down into my green fleece and stared at the turbulent ocean. The wind was strong. Above me seagulls were floating on it. Pelicans hovered over the ocean and then dove. Two dolphins briefly surfaced. An elephant seal came up for air.
This is why I honor the great discipline of sabbath.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
